Ugh! I swear all we do is fight! I look down at my phone and text my bestfriend to tell her about this stupid argument that we just had. Man I swear sometimes I wonder why do I even put up with his bs and waste my time?! I mean it seems like hes never going to make this official so whatever! I roll down my window even though its raining hard as hell outside. I just need the fresh air wet or not. I like the way the damp air that escapes into the car onto my arm feels. It reminds me of a happier time. A time when we were happy and it looked like things were going places. It reminded me of our secret getaway to Florida. One weekend we were both home bored with nothing to do so he calls me and tells me to pack! Pack! For what?! He wouldnt tell me where we were going he just told me to pack! Liking the spontaneity, I did as I was told. I packed and within an hour he was outside to pick me up. As I got in the car I started to bumbard him with questions about our final destination. All he did was laugh and turned the music up on me. Ugh he can be such an ass hole at times but so can I so we work. Next thing I know were at the airport. So now Im kind of excited and annoyed cause I didnt bring enough clothes to leave the state. I just thought I would be spending the night at his house or at some nice hotel and well just enjoy the town, but instead were about to board a plane. Finally I was told where I was beeing wisked away to. Apparently he had enough frequent flyer miles for two tickets and he was taking me to the Keys for the weekend. We had so much fun that weekend, it had to e one of the best weekends of my life. *sigh* I miss those times...Now here we are driving down 16 on our way back to school from a shopping trip in Savannah that went totally south. After a while I rolled my window back up and just stared blankly out of it ass the rain feel. I wondered if I continued to look out the window while it rained that if I cried people looking from the outside in would just think my tears were raindrops. Ugh why are these commercials still on?! I really wish they would just play a song already! Seesh I need something to take my mind off the fact I am being totally ignored!...As if he could read my mind, he spoke and what he said made me think I didnt hear him correctly. This whole time I thought he was ignoring me because he was mad but apparently he was deep in thought. He said "I know we argue alot and I tend to be an ass hole but I was thinking I dont want to argue with anybody but you. I know its taken me forever to say this but I want us to be official. I want you to be mines and I yours...I really care about and like you alot and this would make me very happy." All I could do is smile and nod. I mean I couldn't even tell him yes I was so darn speachless! And at that moment the commercials went off and Rick Ross ft. Chrisette Michele and Drake Aston Martin Music came on! Talk about a perfect moment!
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